How do I become more manly or masculine?

Ever since I was a child I was always more femine and told that by my male peers.Having ''pretty eyes and high cheekbones'' didnt work for me either.The good thing is that I have masculine features too(dark eye brows,square jaw, stature,wide shoulders,well endowed etc) But I still dont believe Im masculine enough personality wise.I listen to women speak about things that dont appeal to me like soap operas and things that I know a real man doesnt care about ,I used to carry girl's shoppingbags like a puppy and follow her everywhere in the mall and end up broke,yet I would have to whine for sex at times. Real men dont beg we receive on demand .I hear women say they want a real man all the time and deep down inside I know what it means but yet I dont.That is where this question comes from.I also dont like beer very much Im more of a cappuccino type of guy.