If Jesus loves me than why did he make me the way that I am?

I am 18 years old, never had a girlfriend, and cannot get one since all the girls at my school are aware of the size of my penis. I am bearly 2 inches even while erect and the boys in my gym class have noticed that I have a small penis and point and laugh at it while we are in the locker room. Some of them have even taken pictures of my penis with their cell phones and then shown the girls at school. I have taken penis enlargement pills but they dont do anything. I pray to Jesus that he will increase the size of my penis by just one inch and it is still not growing. I am almost wanting to go Columbine on them since they make me feel so bad. Could anyone pray that Jesus may endow me with a penis which is acceptable to women?